A good day

It's amazing how God takes care of us. Yesterday I blogged and I was very discouraged. David got home from work and told me that he would like to work out in the yard. We have family coming soon and was wanting to get some things done on the yard. Yesterday was such a beautiful day here and it was so nice to be able to be outside. It was very nice to be able to work with my husband and just to work with my hands. Sometims I get so busy with everything inside that I forget to take the time to go out-I miss it. There is nothing like fresh air to clear your head and get your spirits back on track. It was amazing to hear the birds sing and to feel the breeze. "Just to know that He saved me is more than enough" it is a song that David has been singing alot lately and it really hit me as we were working outside. Thank God for all his goodness and blessings.

Really hormonal!

Things lately have been in a turmoil. I'm not sure what to do with myself and with those around me. There have been alot of changes and I don't know what to do with those either. I try so hard not to get offended but sometimes it feel like what I do isn't good enough or that how David and I do things isn't good enough anymore. Like I said I am trying so very hard not to get offended at every little thing and to not take everything people say personally. Some people just say things so bluntly and don't think about what they are really saying or how it could affect who they are talking to. It feels like some parts of my life are going better but then people say things. Oh and I am tired of losing people from our church because of stupid things! Oh well God is still good and I should be thankful for the good things in my life, My husband, a baby, my son, family-always family! and the good people that always take care of us and love us no matter what. Once again I thank God for the good things he has given us and the grace and mercy he gives us new every day.

Just a little tired/stressed but learning to trust God

Things have been somewhat of a roller coaster lately. It feels as if communication has opened up with some people while at the same time it has closed with others. I hate a lack of communication! Oh and I am getting tired again! I thought that it was getting better but I think with all of the emotional stuff going on lately it hasn't helped me stay on top. I have been trying to be careful about what I eat and any sugars I eat or drink and I am trying to get plenty of sleep but things keep coming up. For example, we have officially lost another family in our church! I hate it when that happens!!!!! But what can you do when they have made up their minds. Everything is going good with the baby. She is moving more and more, her latest thing is to move when her daddy is preaching/teaching. His voice bounces off the walls so much in the church that it makes his voice carry that much more and makes her excited. Also I am to a stopping point with getting things ready for her arrival. I cleaned up the garage so we could move things out of the guest room and then we cleaned up the guest room to make it into her room... Now I am waiting for the Roses to come back from CA to paint the room for me, waiting for my parents to come to take the day bed out so we can start to set the big stuff up. And I feel bad saying it this way but I am also waiting for the shower so I know what else I need to buy so I can save up for it. I'm not expecting alot this time for the shower because times are tough and so is money AND the ladies did such a GREAT job with my shower for Keagen. It seems like I shouldn't need much but it is the opposite! I need ALL the little stuff! It is hard for me to wait for it all but I know that God's timing is perfect. I am also starting to think about camp and how all that will go but once again I am trying to put it all in God's hands and let it go. Thank goodness for a God who gives us new mercy and grace every day

Update! first of the new year

Wow! I can't believe that I haven't blogged at all this year! Well we made it home safe from KS. It was good to spend time with my family although now I miss them so much more! Things have kind of slowed down for us even though David feels otherwise! =) We had another ultrasound on January 6th and found out that we are having a girl! I have been slowly working on the guest room to turn it into a baby room. Today I cleaned out the room and the closet and it is as clean as it will get until it gets painted and then my mom and dad will come and take the daybed back home for me until my little girl is ready for it. After that I will steam clean the floor and then we will get to set up everything else! I am glad that everything is going so well!