My Run Away Feelings

how to honestly start talking about what I am/have been thinking about.... It is so hard for me to believe that I have 5 weeks left! Sometimes I am so excited I can't stand it but then there are times like recently where it scares me so bad I don't know what to do with myself. How in the world do you really honestly get ready for a baby?!!? How do you know when you have everything? When is it too early to be getting ready (packing your bags, installing car seat, ect...)? I don't want to seem paranoid but at the same time I want to be prepared! I feel like I was so unprepared with Keagen not only here at the house but on being informed about delivery and I don't want it to be like that again. Another thing is, I am starting to not like it when everyone touches my belly-so far I have been pretty good about it but lately I'm not real crazy about it and I kinda wish everyone would stop but I don't know how to ask them not to. Also I am getting tired of the jokes, I know it is part of being pregnant but at the same time they get really old. The advice is sometimes really out there too! There are so many things I want to worry about but I know that God will work things out and I just have to be patient and let Him handle things. He knows how I feel about things (like people holding my baby...) so I know He will take care of it for me. I am thankful that no matter how I am feeling God is always there and always consistent.